My life outstretched in front of me, I decided to extend my arms longer although I thought my arms had made up their mind. No farther.
I hijacked my body for hundreds of miles, although each fiber conspired to remain.
I lost everything that ever meant anything to me and found my meaning in having none of it.
I laughed at how painful it was to keep moving, and moving, and abandoning the world I had claimed previously.
Realizing, the world is not mine to claim.
I am simply its pawn.
It has claimed me and assigned me to this mission.
So if you love me, let me go far-
Let me go tell the others the heaven that awaits them
When they take that next step, and
Grasp their chance at living.
I never ever ever want children. // I would have your children.
Thank you for humanely removing bugs from my room. // he called it “his room.”
He mentioned our honeymoon. // how many times can we talk about the future until it is upon us?
Pain is leaving your side. // strength is allowing myself to break each time.
I’m not vulnerable. // I cried during sex. // tears of joy // when will you show me your tears?
You called it the best day of your life. // all I did was come home.
I apologize for leaving so often. // wandering hurts when you’re in love. // a tether to home
How can we survive this? // hard times ahead // that has never caused fear before
You swept me off the ground // lifted me to the heavens // kissed me like it was the first night
The moment stole my words // nothing so perfect as our silent bliss // can we freeze time?
Wrapped myself around your body // refused to let go // every laugh is like the first // you // out of anyone fill me with life // there is nothing without you // I can’t call you anything else /
I will never get a tattoo. // I would get matching ink with you.
I teach you various languages and you pick up certain phrases // media naranja // my half orange //
I searched the galaxy and came up empty // lost in your eyes // I knew it // my soul- mate