You open your mouth but nothing of truth comes out.
Only the regurgitated lies you have been fed, and eagerly swallowed.
It hurts to look in your eyes and imagine that we are more than strangers.
It hurts to walk when the weight of each step is so heavy,
It crushes the ground below me.
Some of us change the earth, for some the earth changes us.
It is not a daughter’s duty to convince a parent of their privilege.
Your lack of transformation comes from your stone feet.
You have never moved enough to ripple.
You have lived and you will die exactly where you were born,
Forsaking every opportunity to be better.
So when you speak to me,
Your words are colored with hypocrisy. It is difficult to resist the sorrow. The space between us. The tense unspoken truth I hold under my tongue.
It crushes me.
Disappointment is too light a word.