What the fuck is public decency
You haven’t given me your time. Your contact of eyes
You have left me untouched, unbrushed, no single piece of you has transferred to me
Why do you believe a human existence is something to take for granted?
Why do you want to me to be silent, and not bother you, and not provoke anything inside of you
And not stir anything in humanity?
My precise obligation is to make you uncomfortable in thought
I bleed to remind you how it is to be truly raw and unapologetic
If you don’t welcome me I will thrive on my own without a single soul to steal my shine
A candle burning with a single light not relying on anyone else to provide me my spine
Without you I am better without you I am lighter without the weight of your emptiness
You are one of those hollow shells of humans that breathe simply because your brain tells you to
You have no idea why you’re alive
You have no idea what it’s like to be me and reach for more
We don’t connect on anything, you drink alcohol like water and build your nights around your lack of self-control
Meanwhile I just peaked.
Meanwhile I just reached somewhere you will never see because you’re too numb to understand me.
I can’t get through to you; you are nothing to me.
Retreat to the void in your heart, and go tell yourself how you’re complete.